Yes girls, I return to my sad entries in which I can not stop mourn. Tommy was all over last week but I think today was final, he has not told me anything formal but so sorry. Last week we decided to finish because he does not support failure as much as he wanted me and depressed, I could stand, I know, I've always been alone so there was no major problem for me. The issue is that Friday was the shit in my house, my mom knew that I had sex with him and we finished the third day that ... She got mad and wrote a message in a nutshell said he was a fag for having "used" ... She misunderstood especially since it was not and I can vouch for this because if people talk about it was I who wanted calculator from the start end up in bed with him. Everything went very black and the days I was a little better thing, in fact on Sunday I played it all to tell Tommy that I was willing to go to see him Curacaví one or two times a week he came to stay the weekend, said he would think and I would respond to what the South again. I stupid, was hopeful as yesterday was all very nice with us and today I came home from school and said "Alex, we shit, I told my parents what happened (what my mom) and want nothing more than this ... "Who told him to tell? No idea, crap!" Thank God I'm not in love but unfortunately what I love and I feel SHOULD 'do' and then again not regret not having tried to 'save' this ... I have anger with life again, if I am a happy poquititititito all comes down and is nothing more than my fault because I'm the one who makes bad decisions, in short, that's life.
and spend a wonderful read, I'm not looking forward to be here, I'm lethargic, I'm sorry ...
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